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Teacher by day, Mommy by night
Juggling the demands (and insanity) of being a high school teacher, a wife, and a mother to a toddler
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I'm at a point in my life where I can mostly be honest about my positive and not-so-positive attributes. Again, mostly honest.
POSITIVE: sense of humor (not appreciated by all, but you can't argue that I have one), out-going, physically active, intelligent, and patient (a must in my field of choice). NOT-SO-POSITIVE: easily distracted, easily frustrated, easily angered, can't find anything (seriously, anything), and slobbish tendencies. One characteristic of my personality has turned out to be quite a double-edged sword, and that is my high level of energy. Typically I bring a lot of enthusiasim to what I do. I don't go half way. If I want to accomplish something, I can be incredibly determined and dogged. There's a key phrase there--"if I want to accomplish something." My interest needs to be there. I have struggled with this aspect of myself for as long as I can remember, especially in school. My excitement and drive depended on two things: my initial interest in the subject and the person instructing me. Here's where it got odd: I did particularly well if I perceived that my teacher didn't think I would do well. If I felt challenged, I thrived. If the teacher or subject was too easy: Nope, not interested. Now that I'm older, I have mostly gotten over this particular motivation issue. I'm an adult, so now I have a better understanding of the consequences of my actions. But my waxing/waning emotion issue has presented itself in a potentially more serious area. My health. I have developed a real issue with taking care of myself. I go non-stop all day, every day. Taking care of my family. Taking care of my students. Even taking care of my career. But when it comes to taking care of my physical self, I neglect my duties horribly. I am not quite sure why this is. True, I'm busy. But I spend an awful lot of time on this dang computer, so I obviously have some time. I am not a big fan of pain, discomfort, or even having people touch me. That could be it. Regardless of why I avoid medical appointments, this has been the summer of paying my piper. After spending all of my generous allowance with the dentist over a two week period of time, I have been scared straight, at least for now. I am taking advantage of my motivation to look after my health, no matter how temporary that motivation may be. Today I'm going to the "lady" doctor. Ugh. And I scheduled an appointment for the eye doctor next week. It's been way too long since I've been to either, so it's definitely time. I'm just hoping next year I won't have to do this big health blitz. I will be 30. Hopefully, I have grown up a little bit. : ) 5 comments from 5 users
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posted by
jenmomof2boys
on Aug 4, 2008 at 09:22 PM
I think a lot of moms have trouble taking care of themselves, I have that issue at times as well! I as well turn 30 next yr, so maybe we can motivate each other? :) Good luck with your appts as well!
posted by
crzkb
on Aug 4, 2008 at 09:57 PM
Give yourself some more credit! Aren't you running in the mornings now? That is a MAJOR positive for your health. Keep it up, and don't be so hard on yourself. Good luck. posted by
AmandaS
on Aug 5, 2008 at 06:24 AM
I say..start small with things that you can accomplish. Like flossing. This is small, but really pays dividends. Its tough, but you will eventually have to take care of yourself or you'll crash and burn. Or, so my therapist told me yesterday. ;-)
posted by
hmoeckli
on Aug 5, 2008 at 08:49 AM
Thanks, crzkb, for the reminder to have a little perspective. I think I was a little down on myself just because I was so worried about going to the doctor. I hadn't been since my child was born and there were things I was worried about, mainly my weight and my blood sugar. She signed me up for a glucose test and we'll see...And you're right, Amanda, little steps are key. I feel much better now that I've taken care of the big three areas of physical health: dental, medical, and visual. Now I feel I can breathe a little easier and focus on day-to-day tasks. Maybe a therapist isn't a bad idea... posted by
creatress
on Aug 5, 2008 at 08:52 AM
It was around 30 that I also started "keeping up" on all my health. It is MUCH easier when you just get it over and done with when you're supposed too. Cheaper too! Sorry you have to go to the gyno. Never the highlight of my year. Ugh. I'm glad you're taking care of yourself though! You're worth it and so is your family.
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