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Cell: (534)434-8 Gender: female Date of Birth: October 01, 1975 Member Since: September 26, 2007 Last Signed In: December 10, 2008 Blog Views: 105 Send To A Friend Sign Guestbook Add as a Friend
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AARRRGGGGHHHH this is crazy. October 07 November 07 December 07 January 08 February 08 March 08 April 08 May 08 June 08 July 08 August 08 September 08 October 08 November 08 December 08 January 09 Well I am turning 32 today. The good news is I don't look a day over 28 and weigh 120lbs. But for all those who are cringing and growling with envy right now my credit is shot, my bank account low and I am still dealing with acne!!! lol Good thing I am taking stock of the best things in my life and enjoying the simple things rather than focusing on the latter. I have a friend I have known since middle school who lives near and I carpool her kids but we haven't talked or seen each other in a while so I dropped by her house unnanounced just to check in. She was making an early dinner and invited me to join as we caught up on current news and things happening in our lives. It wasn't fancy but it was warm and uplifting to kick back, laugh, eat and share for a few moments in the midst of our busy days. My whole weekend has really been calm and tranquil. I would have wished for a wild out of town adventure with a group of friends oh well I am sure there is still plenty of time for that. An interesting little surprise I had at the book store on Saturday night browsing alone I found one written by another Tosca. For those of you who do not know my name is an Italian opera. And rare as all get out that I have seen, never meeting another person named after it . The last good thing that happened to me in connection with my name was finding records of an performance of the opra I am named after in a bin for sale at a local library for ten cents! Oh what fun. Very different from the stir going on in another circle of my life where there are about 11 women named Jennifer all congregated. The book I found at the store in in promotion of a radical diet life style too extreme for me tho I do belive in eating differently than just swallowing what mainstream produces. There are of course exceptions however and right now I am headed home to Rite Aid ice cream in my freezer. Preferably I really would rather make my own incredibly rich flavorful ice cream (no one can ever explain to me why vanilla continues to reign when it is as bland as plain coffee and there are so many great things to be added and enjoyed). A subdued celebration of life is mine for this day! Tosca 
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Well well well so I dreamed about the word ESCAPADE and indeed my life still looks like one. So for the update I am not moving to New Mexico. BUT I am eventually moving to Georgia to be with my mother unless she decides to sell the house she just bought and move back here which seems just that tad bit more improbable than what I am about to undertake. It...occured to me this morning to give away my household items rather than try to transport or store them!!! I am still trying to process what that will really look like and it all has to go tomorrow so I don't have much time but it seems for some reason to be the right thing to do. I feel like I am in the twilight zone because none of this was according to any plan I would have ever designed for my life. I have been dreaming of a new wardrobe but not with the idea that I would have to lose the one I have first etc. ggrrrr lol sigh. It's either laugh or cry and I am confident things will eventually get back to a semblance of normal for me even if it is....down south. I so prefer dry heat ack! Speaking of heat the idea of losing (giving away) everything I have shocking and unsettling as it is for a packrat type I am thankful to not be starting over from scratch after such a thing as the fires in the south of our state. Knowing that there are worse transitions to go through keeps me grounded, humbly hopeful. Hope those of you reading along are not going through anything so radical and stressful that seems totally out of the blue. Take care and keep watching never know what the whims of life will throw out next. Ya ever have life just throw you for a loop??? I thought I had been through alot as a single mom but NOW I am facing an emergency all of a sudden relocation from here in Sacramento to New Mexico to become roommmates with a total stranger. It all started with an email list I am on lol sigh. I am facing an eviction and no place to stay as well as no options for raising my daughter and financing my life locally. The only person who offered a solution lives 1100 miles away. I am a homeschooling mom and so is she. Plus of course real estate is cheaper so for $450 and half utilities I can have 2 rooms and a bath in a house! The irony is if I could afford to move across multiple states I could afford to stay here LOL sigh But I'm going....yikes I am so tied to Sacramento online. It's in my ID's and email. I basically grew up here. I am not afraid just growling at the details trying to be patient while the plan unfolds and adjusting to this idea that materialized over night. I'll keep ya posted. Tosca BONUS Snow ooohh I miss that. Lived in MI as a teen and had always wanted to see snow hehehehehe |